Deluge

I have you right in front of me yet you are so far,
Is this what people call destiny?
If it is, its like a breaking star 
There are no more shackles i am bound to
No more restraints from the visible world,
yet, the invisible peeps in my gut 
whispers, "smile", even though your life is curled! 
I smile a lot, I know I do, why?
Memories- Yes, you are the culprit..... why dont you fade away with that good bye?
I wish you did, freeing me from this guilt trip
Snarled are my thoughts
wandering, as if in search of something!
They have travelled a lot, yet no luck
Unlike me, I know, they wont give up.....
I was crawling, music made me stand
It keeps me going, pushing me beyond my limit 
I want you to go.... as far as you can, 
Not because I dont want you, because I know I am a misfit 
I have you right in front of me 
yet you are so far,
Is this what people call destiny?
If it is, its like a breaking star............ 


Original by: Abhi