ashes- the remains.....

Indolence has taken over her aptness,
the dream she saw was filled with darkness,

Irascible was the world towards her loyalty
her determination was strong towards her proclivity,

Dawdling was the future as the path was serpentine
lest complacency was procrastinated for sometime.

The freedom she craved for was on the verge of ceasure.....
mutiny was the only way left she could get away from the macabre.

Her life was gnarled and in a precarious condition,
she kept on carping about the wrong but no action was taken.

She was loyal to her herd and safe she always played,
it was such a misfortune for her to be treated as a renegade.....

Obsolete was the blame she was punished for,
i detest the system for being so impure.

I tried to placate her mind, but her ego was refurbished.....
although she was crestfallen and broken down her tears were vanished.

I was ambivalent about her new avatar
but i was pretty sure about her hidden power....

The dawn was still dark, she scathed her ownself- the world's desire
the world saw her singe, her smile seen behind the pyre!

I wonder why we call ourselves"donish" and "erudite",
the mind is still chained and suffocated, though the heart is always right.........


original by: abhi.....

TRIBUTE TO GROWTH!!!!

HIS LIFE SINGS A HOLY SONG , TO MAKE HIM A BETTER PERSON
THE WORLD THAT HE CRAVED FOR NEVER LEFT HIM WITH ANY OTHER OPTION.

HE OPTED FOR WHAT HE THOUGHT WAS RIGHT,
HE OPTED FOR THE FRAGRANCE OF THAT BLISSFUL SIGHT.

NEVER DID HE SAW THAT SIGHT AGAIN,
ONCE AGAIN IT WAS HIS INNOCENCE THAT WAS BLAMED.

HE SAILED ALONG WITH THE FLOW OF LIFE, WITH WAVES FILLED WITH ZEAL,
HE REACHED THE SHORE ONCE AND FOR ALL, TO FINISH OFF HIS ORDEAL,

HE SORTED OUT THE MISTAKE THAT HE MADE,
THE MISTAKE WAS TO CALL A SPADE A SPADE,

FEW DAYS BACK I MET HIM ON MY WAY BACK HOME,
HE TOLD ME ABOUT HIS STRUGGLE AND THAT NOW HE HAS GROWN,

I LAUGHED AT THE THOUGHT OF THE EFFORT THAT HE MADE,
I STILL WONDER WHETHER IT WAS FOR HIS GROWTH OR THE NASTIEST GAME EVER PLAYED!!!!



-ORIGINAL BY: ABHI.....

paa and maa.....

i still remember how everything started
paa became a doctor as his dream was the onl target....

sheer hard work and sacrifice was the only choice.
he married my mom to add his life some spice....

i still remember the days when it was a 1 bhk,
loyalty and sweat turned it to a 5bhk.

maa sacrified her job to bring us up.
paa worked 24*7 with his beginer's luck....

whatever morals maa taught us,
paa's valuable advice was added as a surplus.

whatever i am isn't whatever i'll be.
maa and paa have always benn the key to my locked destiny.

the knack to gain knowledge, the urge to succeed...
is what i've inherited being maa and paa's breed.

paa taught me what social esteem and respect means
his belief and ethics made him accomplish his vadodara dreams!!!!

i am grateful to god for considering me lucky enough,
to be maa and paa's son, although the choice would have been tough!!!!!

original by: abhi...........

horizon- be my destiny!!!!!

i still follow the rules which were never made,
still i close my eyes to see the silver lightening....

the path i chose was deserted and so was the affection,
eyes saw crowded streets but couldn't deal with isolation....

i dreamt of something big which made me happy,
dream was about to be fulfilled when the mirage turned it crappy!

smother my grave, smoothen my soul
to fulfill the dream is still the only goal.....

mind pleaded for some peace with hands resting over the wrinkled forehead,
guilt filled in those eyes will roll down the cheeks,before reachin the death bed....

i tried to be human but sobreity didn't pay much
i tried to be free but shackles never caught any rust....

i am sorry for the time my eyes went red,
i am sorry for the time i have been bad.....

i tried to put on a mask but i failed,
the wagon of faults that crowded my mind was soon derailed.....

astonished was the sun with the halo around my head,
i reached my goal but the heart still bled.................



-original by: abhi..........

psycho world revealed!!!!

lets see what my mind has to say,
it has been ages, atlast thoughts came today.

i was wondering in the morning whether i've lost the knack....
a moment ago, a thought struck me and i was taken aback.

there are a bunch of shit-eaters in my batch,
i tried being nice to them, but the door to goodness wont open its latch,

i tried being humble and laugh at their pervert and silly jokes
but deep within they suffered from inferiority complex as compared to other folks!!!!

there are things which hurt me real bad,
i try to forget, forgive and not make them sad....

a very dear friend thinks that i'm wrong
and i should retaliate as silence doesn't prove me strong....

but still i think my father taught me right
difficulties and assholes are not treated by a fight.

sometimes i think gandhi's non-violence policy sucks....
the britishers being smarter than psychopaths whose irrational comments are added with smirks....

some mongoloid dicko's cant pronounce their names properly,
replacing 'sh' with 's', waggling their tails waiting for any random girl eagerly....

i wish frustation doesn't pounce upon my peace seeking mind
or else i'll just shove up a sword up their geeky ass or just make them blind!!!!




-original by: abhi.....