DO I KNOW WHY????

I dont know why
but scarcity is filled with abundance of joy,

i dont know why
but there's always some fact which cannot be denied,

i dont know why
there's always a part of my heart that wants to fly!!!!

i dont know why
there's always a sign from god before the mouth turns dry....

i dont know why
there always some hope left even in the last try,

i dont know why
there's always some truth behind each lie....

i dont know why
i want to quit but my heart denies,

i dont know why
cruelty is extrovert and peace so shy,

i dont know why
eyes are fatigued but still the heart cries....

i dont know why
but expectations overload the shoulders of a simple guy

i dont know why
its always better to convert the stones thrown at you into milestones to survive.....

i now know why........
there's always this guy in me who never hates to try......... ;)

- original by: abhi.........

CONCLUSION

i have to think a lot about what to write,
my mind and my heart always indulges in a fight....

the topics i get are always out of the blue
but i 'm always in search of something new....

FAKERS still faking, minds still CHAINED,
BLUE is still the mind, ALMA MADAR will never change,

BOSOM has said a lot,
agony is still thirsty in the draught

SMOKING still kills but idiots dont care,
though the heart's still thumping when the past BEWARES....

the tiny effort i made is going to continue,
the change that i want to make, no one has a clue........

original by : abhi........

PREJUDICE.....

From distance comes some silver lightening,
What the eyes expected was never so frightening....

The freedom i gained was when i was born,
Detained was the soul with the freedom too gone.

The pride which my heart ignited was fizzed out soon....
The prejudice demarcated the long lived indian boon........

ORIGINAL BY: ABHI........

carelessness pays "sometimes"

(chapter 1)

last night, i remember was so exciting,
the garba was booming with the lights around so sparkling.
i reached a lil bit late to the united way,
unknown of what i ll be witnessing today....
soon i found my friends and i joined the group,
everyone was enjoying the sweat there was the proof.....
the garba ended in an hour and it was really fun,
i started walking towards my ride, when the journey had just begun.
far away i saw my ride under a silent tree,
it was dark and gloomy, the thief had worked for free....
my wallet was missing, he left me a slipper of my pair...
i laughed and walked a lill more to find the other one lying there.
so at last i got my slippers with the wallet still missing....
my eyes caught someone in the nearby bush where i found a couple kissing....
i searched a bit more but the effort was in vain.
my licence, my photos, my money and tickets had no one else to blame....

(chapter 2)

the next day morning i woke up early,
crowded was the railway station, my mind filled with fury....
i was standing in the que when i heard a sweet voice,
i tried not to look, but the sweetness left me with no choice....
she was cute and so i waited there for her to begin the talk....
she argued and argued with the supervisor there until they finally faught
i thought not to indulge in this and let them strangle to death.
my heart said "yes", my mind said "no" but she needed some help for fact.
at last my mind and heart agreed and i approached to help her out.
i thought to talk nicely but she did what i just thought about!!!!
she asked for my help, wanted to know my name and the details hidden with it.
i talked with her just to find out that she too had lost her ticket!!!!
she was brave and bold, a teacher who helped the poor to learn english,
i was impressed a bit by the work she did, though she was a bit kiddish.....
i know her name, it describes " FAITH" which i guess she had a lot,
i just hope she reached safely there, where she had to fill up the slot.
i said "good bye", she wished me good luck, but no contacts here or there,
i coaxed my heart to talk a bit more, but the past told me to beware!!!!

-original by: Abhi.........

P.S : hope never dies.... but to hope for something needs a soul which has to be kept alive........so keep living and keep hoping.........

boulevard of broken dreams.....

the tragic end will never begin again,
the black dog discarded will never be tamed.

persona personified persistently to prove purity
would be welcomed and witnessed by whoever is witty.

the crowded streets got filled with loneliness again,
music filled by voices disappointed said that life was a one sided game.

coaxed is the heart to dealwith the dumb thoughts
i dont know when the pregnant mind will have a blast.

peace being costly, the ruins still remain.
mercy is merrier, with innocence always blamed.

the eyes looking at the distant view has turned watery,
horizon will speak," miser is not as unlucky as is misery".....



.............abhi.........

forecast.....

the unseen time will fade away soon,
being a doctor is no longer a boon.

there was a time when knowledge was free,
but now things are changing filled with forgery.

survival of the fittest is indeed so true,
medicine is a career for only the rich to pursue.

with everyday a new challenge unfolds,
god knows, what next the future beholds?

8 months more to get the bachlor's
no matter what brains you got, 40 lalkhs more for admission in masters!!!!

after masters a doctor stands tall.....
to each there is like crawling on a slippery wall.

knowledge was once a sea with the waters so sweet,
the secrets within were revealed with a peek into the deep....



.............abhi.....

SMOKING KILLS.....

Surfaces of the oral mucosa will not remain the same;
Morals will degrade with no one to blame.
Oral cancer will be the hard earned prize
Kids and family will shed tears at your self gained demise.
Its really true that prevention is better than cure.
Not even the peer pressure will help you when your lungs go impure.
Guilty are you, guilty is your mind.

Kindly leave this awful habit and dont act as if u r blind.
Its hard to accept the fact of life.....
Loyalty towards your own self will help you survive.
Learn to love thy ownself first.
Smoking will not suffice your agony's thirst.....



....... abhi.........

welcome to fakerland.....

To start with i thought of only few,
But later many came in my view.

Faking is an art which is still ill defined
Come to my college your knowledge will be refined....

Many girls u see who'll get you smitten....
Looks so killing, but full of faking knitten,

From distance comes some lightening and there u see the "american moon" bee stung
Mind full of fucking and faking, rarely could be counted as human!

I thought this would end and humanity will arise,
But faking turned into a habit to my surprise.

The dark night ahead keeps on turning more and more bleak,
The insanity within was the reason for character so cheap....

New surprises keeps on knocking every day,
Faking..... before a fight acts like foreplay....

To curb one's ego needs a lot to descend
Fakers have no horizons when they have to pretend.

The violent thunder of thoughts that i had has now turned into a drizzle....
Faking is an art for many, for many an unsolved puzzle.

Come what may, the puzzle needs to be solved
It needs to be curbed right now before another faking generation evolves....

-abhi..................

my alma madar!!!!

It's 11 in the morning and i dont know what to do,
why am i sitting in perio, i dont have a clue,

four years ago when i came o'er here,
the place was exciting, but no one near and dear.

soon we all became friends, and began to intermingle,
but its not friendship about which i'm goin to scribble.

with each month passing the college turned into a school,
it was then that i thought, i was such a big fool!

about a 1000 apology letters i've written so far,
but who cares we are accoustomed to this atyachaar.

no coming late, no bunking class,
but for all of us, it was just a bakwaas....

no standing in the lobby, no loud laughing,
one or the other law maker would always be watching.

we once went to a movie, and there we were caught,
all our's throats sunk as if it was a draught,

one more apology letter and there we were free,
for us all this bullshit was just for mockery....

the next day again, i came to college late
i thought that i was free but law maker was at the gate!!!!

he welcomed me with his hinglish, which was very rude
i couldn't control my laughter, although he succeeded in spoiling my mood.

once again an apology letter was what i had gained
i thought i'd xerox it so as to use it yet again!

it's hard to explain but therse 4 years were hell,
my father was right, " difficulties does'nt arrive by ringing any bell";

with written enough, my fingers are fatigued,
if time permits soon i'll write about some crazy geek...

still i do respect my college a bit,
as at last after spending 8 lakhs , now i'm a dentist!!!!


-abhi.............

BLUE

blue is my heart, blue is my mind,
thanks to someone for being so kind,

clouds all around, darkness is mine,
i dont know when i'll get something serene and divine,

pumping of the heart is a burden as of now,
never knew that my last breath is gonna say ciao,

blue is my heart, blue is my mind,
thanks to someone for bring so kind........


- ab-bhi..............

MY THOUGHTS, MY WAY!!!!

never seen before, never heard before,
the zenith for me will be the heavenly abode,

i thought to proceed with a furious rage,
but how could i? as i was still in the cage,

some said destiny, some said fate,
but i still dont know what was the mistake,

to err is human, to forgive divine,
but should'nt humanity be redefined?

many say, "chill dude, there's just one more year to go"
only few know that it started years ago!

original by: abhi........

bosom's say !!!!!

a lot to say before the day completes;
breathlessness accompanies me each time my heart beats,

a group of four now turned into two,
surya went to pune as he had work to do,

now is the time for samir to go,
to learn power plants and become a pro.

we'll miss him a lot and he knows that for sure,
the conquering loneliness will have no cure;

i had difficult times, full of grief and sorrow,
but he'll always be there to make a "happy tomorrow".

he guided me whenever i needed him the most,
forgive me dude, if ever our friendship witnessed me as a bad host....

with all these years of true friendship, i have always gained;
thinking of him leaving for nagpur my eyes have always rained.

9 hours more and he'll ve there, on his way where he'll succeed...
poor girls a*ha and sh***a will have no other choice but to proceed,

what impact have u made on my life, you dont have a clue,
atlast i dont have anything to say but "thank you"

the memories we shared will always be cherished ,
and the positivity about friendship should be always nourished!



- abhi...........................

"chained" mind............

romance is the priviledge of the rich and not the poor;
its difficult to sustainthe pain of missing someone so dear.

the beauty seen from distance is so supreme;
nearer i went it became more and more obscene...

the knack of nature to return the same breeze
will not let our souls to rest in peace...

the changing destiny has turned me inside out,
is there anything in this world we cannot live without?

belief is different from faith,
none of these will matter when u'r stuck with your fate....

shackles will build a cage around your concentration,
wrath and agony will change silence into frustation.

blood all around painted by caste and creed,
dont you think adam and eve should rebreed?

a lot of them denied , a lot agreed,
but there's no other way a "chained" mind could be freed.

-abhi.........................